I just want you to know who I am

And I'd give up forever to touch you

Cause I know that you feel me somehow

You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be

And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment

And all I can breathe is your life

Cause sooner or later it's over

I just don't want to miss you tonight

I don't want the world to see me

Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

my small world, far away from your perfect one

Sunday, August 05, 2007

FOA is oficially over
NO
NO
NO
this can't seriously be happening
after all those gruelling practices and late nights...
i confess... i've never enjoyed myself more
I can't express the emptiness i'm feeling
i've resorted to pour it out on my blogger account that i haven't touched for ages
why?
cos my parents aren't around
my parents wouldn't understand what it means to love the CCA that makes you miss deadlines, gets you sick (the horrible horrible flu), pushes you to the limit, may have caused your 39 points insted of the 42 they think you deserved (and you secretly wanted all along) but throughout the journey gave you friends who'll never leave you, friends you'll care for forever, friends with little acts of kindness.

i'll miss the seniors [xuan.ethel.theo.sze.deb.angie.fran.cheryl.chris.coll.clem.kenneth.soonks.joseph]
lol cheryl and her pink lotus dragofruit gang! Xuan Honeystars, me kokocrunch, sze fruit loops, judith frosties and TELTEL THE CEREAL KILLER!! *screams*
who could forget the mighty soloist clem and his rat pack [song.stew.soonks.james]
thanks for the love the music and the memories that will never fade, never tarnish, for as long as the music lives, they will, VIVA LA MUSICA!

i will never forget the 3rd of August (it was my first concert)
i never knew post concert feels this sucky
i miss everything (even the 5th logistic run of lukluk lol!)

whoever watched us, thanks so much for coming
even if it didnt mean anything to anybody, i meant a great deal to me

i'll leave one picture here
it means a lot to me
the cameraderie
the friendship
the girlstuff
the crazy stuff we did
the mad high crazy moments

the rest will be in my flickr

[x] i'm still waiting for you
Sunday, August 05, 2007

I'm standing on the bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound

Isn't anyone tryinâ to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?

It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you

i'm slipping off the edge

i'm hanging by a thread

i wanna start this over again.