I just want you to know who I am
And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
my small world, far away from your perfect one
[x] i'm still waiting for you
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
combined post for Cross Country and Hostel Party and One ACS
ahh the past week has been WHOA! WHAT THE HELL...? WHY THE PONG DO WE HAVE TO DO THIS?!?!? ONE THING AFTER AN ANOTHER? I SERIOUSLY CANNOT MAKE IT!!! DOH MY GOODNESS!!! WHAT? SOMETHING ELSE?
so you get the general idea...
sigh, nice to have a quiet weekend to myself
not that i dont miss FOA, i really do and there's an inexplicable feeling in me - i'm sad that its over, the cameraderie was nothing short of amazing, even in our extreme sugar low times, and it was entirely God's grace, as my wonderful alto 2 buddy judith would put it (on a side note here's a pic of us together:
and then there's the joy, at having finished it and knowng that it was a job well done - wait, no, not a job, a journey we'd gone through and known that we'd put our best into, to see that tree bearing the fruit of our labour blossoming. we're not even close to being the best choir but we're certainly a VERY bonded choir (something that was extremely apparent on Cross country day when we ran as a contingent - kudos to levin and jonsee who decided to cut back UNLIKE SOME PEOPLE WHO WE THO HAD MORAL INTEGRITY!!! haha just kidding =)) it is interesting to note that we were the only CCA that did that.
i realised that heck, we're more than a mere CCA, we're a group of people, musical or not, who love singing enough to stand each others' quirkiness and let it affect us in more ways than one. here i'm referring to the art of lame-joke-telling and the glorious scraps of paper that read "WE ARE MEN" - both of which originated from the basses, a section that apparently need to find means to convince themself of their masculinity, good job guys, keep trying, i might recomend a book called "MAXIMIZING YOUR MANHOOD" owned by a classmate of mine. on a side note, i managed to acquire one such scrap of paper having proved conclusively (and with no trace of doubt) that my voice is lower than gabriel's yay! i effectiely PWNED him =)the pwning streak was however ended by the concussion i received from james tan (whom i will get even with someday - you watch out i'm coming for you!!)
Back to what i was ACTUALLY intending to blog about, this being our hostel party, after cross country, where i ate like a starving pig (hagendazicecream.benandjerrysicecream.lotsoffruits.pizza.cereal.chips.
seaweed.prunes.chocolate)You name it, i ate it...
I also drank a NON-ALCOHOLIC COCKTAIL =)
it didn't taste that great thoughh...
so i thot, if non-alcoholic cocktails are this bad, i wonder how disgusting the alcoholic ones are...
i will never drink for life, a vow i made ages ago, and i know that most of my closest friends know how much i despise alcohol, enough to walk out of a party/gathering/thingamajig that had it, its just one of my things, can't help it...
ahh well moving on... taday was ONE ACS, not that great except for the TONS OF BENLEE'S SPECIAL ULTRA-SUPER-UBER-LAME-JOKES i got to hear, mannn i was literally limping after that (gotcha!!! hahahaha)
watched A WALK TO REMEMBER and HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL
they affected me more than i thought they would, for reasons that i shall not disclose... it kinda freaked me out, especially the second movie
oh well...
ahhh...
hope things turn out right though.
i trust God
He's never failed
but i know i've been disappointed more than once
i dunno what's gonna happen tomorrow or in the days to come
but i know that He knows
and i guess thats all that matters dunnit?
PS: God Bless You for your Prelims ACJC seniors! you rock! keep going don't give up you can do it =)
haha i am so looking forward to the choir picnic in the botanic gardens on friday... who want kokcrunch and milk so i can bring? lalalala... i'm on a SUPER-CONCENTRATED-MILO-DINOSAUR-FUELLED-HIGH again!
ahh the past week has been WHOA! WHAT THE HELL...? WHY THE PONG DO WE HAVE TO DO THIS?!?!? ONE THING AFTER AN ANOTHER? I SERIOUSLY CANNOT MAKE IT!!! DOH MY GOODNESS!!! WHAT? SOMETHING ELSE?
so you get the general idea...
sigh, nice to have a quiet weekend to myself
not that i dont miss FOA, i really do and there's an inexplicable feeling in me - i'm sad that its over, the cameraderie was nothing short of amazing, even in our extreme sugar low times, and it was entirely God's grace, as my wonderful alto 2 buddy judith would put it (on a side note here's a pic of us together:
and then there's the joy, at having finished it and knowng that it was a job well done - wait, no, not a job, a journey we'd gone through and known that we'd put our best into, to see that tree bearing the fruit of our labour blossoming. we're not even close to being the best choir but we're certainly a VERY bonded choir (something that was extremely apparent on Cross country day when we ran as a contingent - kudos to levin and jonsee who decided to cut back UNLIKE SOME PEOPLE WHO WE THO HAD MORAL INTEGRITY!!! haha just kidding =)) it is interesting to note that we were the only CCA that did that.
i realised that heck, we're more than a mere CCA, we're a group of people, musical or not, who love singing enough to stand each others' quirkiness and let it affect us in more ways than one. here i'm referring to the art of lame-joke-telling and the glorious scraps of paper that read "WE ARE MEN" - both of which originated from the basses, a section that apparently need to find means to convince themself of their masculinity, good job guys, keep trying, i might recomend a book called "MAXIMIZING YOUR MANHOOD" owned by a classmate of mine. on a side note, i managed to acquire one such scrap of paper having proved conclusively (and with no trace of doubt) that my voice is lower than gabriel's yay! i effectiely PWNED him =)the pwning streak was however ended by the concussion i received from james tan (whom i will get even with someday - you watch out i'm coming for you!!)
Back to what i was ACTUALLY intending to blog about, this being our hostel party, after cross country, where i ate like a starving pig (hagendazicecream.benandjerrysicecream.lotsoffruits.pizza.cereal.chips.
seaweed.prunes.chocolate)You name it, i ate it...
I also drank a NON-ALCOHOLIC COCKTAIL =)
it didn't taste that great thoughh...
so i thot, if non-alcoholic cocktails are this bad, i wonder how disgusting the alcoholic ones are...
i will never drink for life, a vow i made ages ago, and i know that most of my closest friends know how much i despise alcohol, enough to walk out of a party/gathering/thingamajig that had it, its just one of my things, can't help it...
ahh well moving on... taday was ONE ACS, not that great except for the TONS OF BENLEE'S SPECIAL ULTRA-SUPER-UBER-LAME-JOKES i got to hear, mannn i was literally limping after that (gotcha!!! hahahaha)
watched A WALK TO REMEMBER and HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL
they affected me more than i thought they would, for reasons that i shall not disclose... it kinda freaked me out, especially the second movie
oh well...
ahhh...
hope things turn out right though.
i trust God
He's never failed
but i know i've been disappointed more than once
i dunno what's gonna happen tomorrow or in the days to come
but i know that He knows
and i guess thats all that matters dunnit?
PS: God Bless You for your Prelims ACJC seniors! you rock! keep going don't give up you can do it =)
haha i am so looking forward to the choir picnic in the botanic gardens on friday... who want kokcrunch and milk so i can bring? lalalala... i'm on a SUPER-CONCENTRATED-MILO-DINOSAUR-FUELLED-HIGH again!
[x] i'm still waiting for you
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
I'm standing on the bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound
Isn't anyone tryinâ to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you
i'm slipping off the edge
i'm hanging by a thread
i wanna start this over again.
Evelyn
ACS(I)
Loves Jesus
Hates Sin
Loves Her Buddies
Loves Singing for the Lord
Is Very Pseudo-Bimbo (just because she loves pink)
Usually gets depressed when all alone
When you have more ice-cream than you can finish
email her at evelynthangaraj@hotmail.com
Member of Chocoholics Anonymous
Loves French, c'est tres amusant!
someday we'll go dancing on the moon