I just want you to know who I am

And I'd give up forever to touch you

Cause I know that you feel me somehow

You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be

And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment

And all I can breathe is your life

Cause sooner or later it's over

I just don't want to miss you tonight

I don't want the world to see me

Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

my small world, far away from your perfect one

Friday, January 19, 2007

What's the Big, Fat, Hairy deal?
Yeah, the Big, Fat, Hairy deal is that we FINALLY had an economics lesson today and we have an absolutely, freakaliciously amazing strand 2 teacher for English!!!!!!!
Anyway I'll be completely random and post a picture of me being absolutely and outrageously bimbo =)

Anyway some backround on this photo.
The cute headband with lovely pink ears is actually piglet's ears, which belongs to one of my closest friends who is holding them up in the picture! The t-shirt i'm wearing is my class tee. Don't believe it? Wait 'till you actually see it. Its baby pink with a white band running across it diagonally like a sash, bearing the words "Miss Psychedelic". I assure you, it is the epitome of bimbo, but i also assure you that i did NOT design it. Yet i will not hesitate to say that i adore the shirt, not just because or its unique design, but because of the inumerable memories attached to it. My first day in SCGS, my wonderful friends and my indescribably amazing teachers. Those are the kinds of things you can't let go, no matter how hard you try no matter how much time passes. These meories remain, untarnished in the mind, fresh as daisies in the dew of dawn, untouhed and untrodden by the ravaging stampede of time, bringing with them the solace only love and companionship can, wrenching tears from your eyes just by flitting in for a fleeting moment, arousing a tornado of emotion and nostalgia.
Writing this was very difficult for me, but i feel so much better now that i've finally discovered my true feelings and found a closure with secondary school and moving on with IB life. Its difficult ti be someone different, to be yourself, amidst the rush of humanity that surrounds you, but i know i'll make it because God'll help me through the difficult times and share the happy times with me.
With God on my side, who can be against me eh?
Moving on...Tomorrow is my OG's outing. FINALLY. I thought we were dead or something. And vegetating isn't any better either.
YAY! WE'RE FINALLY GOING OUT AS AN OG!!! I'M SO SUPER EXCITED!!!!
Darn, another sugar high.
Labels: Big, Fat, Hairy, Sugar high

[x] i'm still waiting for you
Friday, January 19, 2007

I'm standing on the bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound

Isn't anyone tryinâ to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?

It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you

i'm slipping off the edge

i'm hanging by a thread

i wanna start this over again.