I just want you to know who I am

And I'd give up forever to touch you

Cause I know that you feel me somehow

You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be

And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment

And all I can breathe is your life

Cause sooner or later it's over

I just don't want to miss you tonight

I don't want the world to see me

Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

my small world, far away from your perfect one

Saturday, January 13, 2007

Hmmm...
It's definitely been a while since i blogged...
But i'm back =)
PAE results came in around a month ago...
Felt pretty suicidal then...
I don't get it...
I worked my darn ass off and did the best i could and got the best score there is and i still don't get my top choice...
Many would say, "Life's unfair,you gotta live with it cos that's the way things are."
I think my life is a miracle, even in the darkest of times.
I love where i am right now, amazingly great schoolmates, friends, teachers and most of all, my Heavenly Father keeping a close eye on me.
It is in times like these that one finds out how much more God cares about you than even overprotective parent.
Yeah, I've made bad and hasty decisions in my life, but now when I look back, God came in just in time to get me out of it, always caring for me, protecting me, even from the consequences of my own actions.
Moving on...
I'm gonna be going for SIMUN this year, i really truly hope i'll meet the RMUN ppl from last year.
RMUN 2006 was such an amazing experience, the friends i made there made more difference in my life than the people i saw 24/7. We stuck together, through thick and thin, O-Levels and prelims. Thanks guys and gals, you know who you are and i want you to know how much your friendship meant to me =)
i hope i'll meet the the old friends and make some anew =)
Until we meet again my unknown love, who eludes me even when a few feet apart, and still manages to break my heart.
Every day is a miracle,
Every hour I hear you say,
"Worry not child, be not afraid,
For I'll show you the way"
Labels: miracles, RMUN, SIMUN

[x] i'm still waiting for you
Saturday, January 13, 2007

I'm standing on the bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound

Isn't anyone tryinâ to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?

It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you

i'm slipping off the edge

i'm hanging by a thread

i wanna start this over again.