I just want you to know who I am

And I'd give up forever to touch you

Cause I know that you feel me somehow

You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be

And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment

And all I can breathe is your life

Cause sooner or later it's over

I just don't want to miss you tonight

I don't want the world to see me

Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

my small world, far away from your perfect one

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

There's something tearing me apart
Yep, and that's not even metaphorical.
Something deep withing me is ripping me, shred by shred, particle by particle exposing internal cysts that were long forgotten, wounds that had seemingly healed reappear, foul and congealed.
Am i grossing you out?
But its true.
And here's the worst part.
I don't know why.
I'm bleeding from the inside.
And nobody cares to look.
I'm hurting from within.
But I'm buried in my book.

[x] i'm still waiting for you
Wednesday, September 27, 2006

I'm standing on the bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound

Isn't anyone tryinâ to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?

It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you

i'm slipping off the edge

i'm hanging by a thread

i wanna start this over again.